Another now

was only just the other day when all this felt so real, like nothing could go wrong, was like a never ending dream, nothing ever changed for so long but now you've gone away and i've tried turning the page, its just not the same.

Where do i go from here, I've never felt so strange, I've never felt so torn, cause ever since you came my way, I learned to live by you and now i'm on my own. I know i need some time to leave all this behind cause i'm still hanging on

But i'm breathing in & i'm breathing out, I'm wide awake but i cant hear a sound. Though i'm breathing in, I cant think about...
Another you

Another me

Another now...

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One year and i still waiting that little pain in my hand but, it never comeback to me right?

Is just that, many things happened the last year and now is strange... to pretend that everything is like always cuz that´s a lie. For some reason I feel a little disappointed with myself, maybe cuz we made a promise and it finally became in air, and that´s really sad; maybe cuz I told you something and I couldn´t keep my words to you; maybe cuz I wasn´t there when you needed it, maybe cuz I´m so weak... more than I tought.

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- This day is weird, after I saw you I thought I would start to feel sick but that didn´t happen I mean, my head isnt spinning or something alike but it feels like a black hole inside of my chest just when I remember you. And I cried, so much, even when I promised I wouldn´t do it, I cried for all the memories, for visiting your place, for saw with my own eyes my fear became true. I think the sensation will go on with the pass of time, but Im not so sure. I guess I should let this entrie .

I´ll miss a lot of things of you

but, there´s nothing i can do now so

good bye my dear...

I´ll go back to my place and

I´ll live with a smile like you would do.