Lately I´ve been worried about my weigth, I think I´m a little bit more slim now and that not suposed to happen! =.= I mean, I have been eating a lot better than the time I was in the uni so why? I´m worried, because I know it is not normal. I mean I know how my body complexion is but I think this is a litle to much for me to handle and... I´ve been afraid. the worst is that i don´t know why, is just that I have that sensation "something bad is going to happen" and I hate it. I have a lot of things still around my mind but I cannot find why I´m afraid and why sometimes I feel like I want to cry without a clear reason, it makes me mad too. I don´t want to over think but some strange things happened before and the bad news always came too, the difference is that before i never felt afraid excep that day... Allan´s day, but I like to think that time was because we were really close and we were related in a special way... if that is a simple way to call it. however the sensations is here and I dont know what do to with it. I cant stop myself of think about it but at the same time I dont want to know about it?.
And then...
I want to go out but then I feel tired, and then I want to rest but I cant stand doing nothing. Is weird
Maybe I´ll go out tomorrow night but this day I´ve been feeling tired, even if was a great day I don´t feel like going out tomorrow... and maybe... I´m afraid of going out tomorrow =S my mind is a mess... same as my health =.=
Maybe being in home for so long is killing me somehow.
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u_u ke puedo decir, soy muy mala dando consejos, solo decirte ke llores si en verdad kieres hacerlo, no sirve de nada guardarlo todo, ni estar a la expectativa de que algo malo vaya a pasar, por ke, las cosas siempre pasan cuando una menos se lo espera, no te preocupes tanto baby, trankila, ya veras ke no es nada malo, sabes ke puedes contar conmigo para lo ke kieras eh, no de en valde somos soulmates atadas con doble lazito gay!! 8D te amo <3 so, lo del sueño, jejejeje tal ves sea normal, jeje a mi me esta pasando, y bueno en parte es por ke ya no tengo mi tiempo tan ocupado como antes, puede ser cansancio acumulado y pss ando enferma, jajajaja tal ves sea ke no sabemos ke hacer con nuestro tiempo, y nos aburrimos y nos da sueño XD ok no, well baby, se despide tu Jae <3 ke te manda kissuS de mejoral XD
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