8 months

Sometimes it´s still hard to sleep
and even harder to wake up

8 months by now, just 2 months to go
I´m going to be okay

 I´m going to be okay. You don´t have to worry, we´ve been here before remember? I´m still here so you don´t have to worry. This time may be harder, maybe like the first time but we know what to do. I know what to do. Even if you dont believe me, even if you don´t trust me enought. Just trust my mind. Because even if it´s the reason to my madness is also the one who keeps looking for reasons to get better. In the end it´s my fault but I´m going to fix me. I´m going to be okay. I still have 4 lives left to spend.

Cat.