Resolution

I know is wrong.
but it feels so right
i know it hurts
but it makes me alive

living in all this mess just don´t make any sense
I know is not the best. That this will hurt you again
I tried to not think of you but I realize it´s all I do
you can see me again, I should let you go

I regret so many times but you still broken,
and I can´t fix you with my lies even if I apologies
we´ re going to fall again into this trap
and I don´t want to make you cry
but I´m still trying to pretend
(things never gonna be the same)

Why this seems to be so easy?
even if I say to you "Get out!" I dont want to
only looking for your safe. Can you see it?
How much I care about you

I close my eyes and I hear you blame
You can hit me and punch me away
if you´re better then i´ll take
I´ll hold my words, but I want you to stay
I´m sorry, I didn´t know before. I was blind,
I couldn´t see trought your eyes, trought your heart
I think I really fell from you, is all I can say.

I regret so many times but you still broken,
and I cant fix you with my lies even if I apologies
we´ re going to fall again into this trap
and I don´t want to make you cry
but I´m still trying to pretend
(things never gonna be the same)

You, near to me, is so realistic but we know is not right
Cuz we hurt each other and that just make us be apart

We just need to say goodbye.
But can we?

Duh, necesitaba tenerlo en algun lado para poder borrar documentos xD

My everything~~

The loneliness of nights alone, the search for strenght to carry on; my every hope has seemed to die, my eyes had no more tears to cry. Then like the sun shining up above you surrounded me with your endless love cuz all the things I couldn´t see are now so clear to me.

You are my everything, nothing your love won´t bring. My life is yours alone, the only love I´ve ever know. Your spirit pulls me through when nothing else will do. Every night I pray on bended knee that you will always be my everything.

Now all my hopes and all my dreams are suddenly reality, you opened up my heart to feel a kind of love that´s truly real. A guiding light that´ll never fade, there´s not a thing in life that I would ever trade, for the love you give it I won´t let go, I hope you´ll always know.

You´re the breath of life in me, the only one that sets me free and you have made my soul complete for all time.

You are my everything, nothing your love won´t bring. My life is yours alone, the only love I ever know. Your spirit pulls me through when nothing else will do. Every nihgt I pray down on bended knee that you will always be My everything.

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Happy New Year

<3

Nicotine ~~

Today it´s our last occasion, there is no much to say "I always will wait for you". Your look on the verge of explode, a sad reflection and a dream that goes away.


But I wake up, see your photo close to me, meet in the mirror and only I´m there, cannot do anything, already I cannot smile. Seek for a call, nicotine and to forget.


I had do much dreams for you aside close to me, I never forgot you. If one day returns to coincide the course of the two, I want to be close to you.


Nicotine with smell of alcohol embitters the heart always to forget...

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Tan YamaGoku(?) *dies*

Sweetheart I love u

Lights will guide you home

and ignite your bones

and I will try to fix you.

When you try your best but you don´t succeed, when you get what you want but not what you need, when you feel so tired but you can´t sleep, stuck in reverse. When the tears come streaming down your face, when you lose something you can´t replace, when you love someone but it goes to waste. Could it be worse?

And high up above or down below, when you´re too in love to let it go, if you never try then you´ll never know, just what you´re worth.

Tears stream down your face when you lose something you cannot replace, tears stream down your face, I promise you that I´ll learn from my mistakes.

Lights will guide you home and ignite your bones... and I will try to fix you

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My love!!! OMG! ya eres mayor de edad!

ya te lo he dicho muchas veces, que tu eres quien me saca de mis lagunas cuando estoy por ahogarme y me tiende la mano con una sonrisa aun cuando te he fallado ;A;

te amo!!! asi de simple, eres una persona realmente especial para mi dhgfshf realmente me gustaria estar contigo hoy pero tu sabes, circunstancias que estan fuera de mi alcance me lo impiden, wadeva... te lloro.. y mucho, si, porque sé como estan las cosas alla, y se que lo has estado pasando mal los ultimos meses, tienes mi apoyo, lo sabes *y si no, lee lo que está en english xD* hay tantas cosas que quiero decirte... pero creo k mejor te llamo jeje

Hoy es tu dia, asi que te exijo(?) que sonrías, yo se que Matti se para de cabeza si se lo pides con tal de hacerte feliz el dia de hoy, pidele que te baile 8D ok ya, le dire yo que te baile xD

Mi hija postiza y compañera del pron ghei, te amo! asi como eres, mi Layla, Reira, Reila, Rella o como sea que te pueda llamar, de verdad que agradezco el haberte conocido hace ya cuanto? no lo recuerdo, solo sé sin ti, mi vida seria diferente.

dfghgfhsd me siento ghei escribiendo esto LOL y me haz hecho llorar, pork realmente quería abrazarte hoy y cantarte Nyappy birthday aunk te dejara sorda xD te amito!!! *hugs*
Ya eres mayor de edad, ya puedes ir al cine ghei que esta por el boulevard 8D

sonríele a la vida y recuerda que las cosas siempre pueden mejorar...

<3

Flavor of life ~~

When you say thank you to me, for some reason, it hurts, like a magic spell that doesn´t get undone, even after the goodbye. A hint of bitterness, the flavor of life.

Stuck midpoint between friends and lovers, like an unripe fruit dreaming about the day of harvest. Being unable to just move one more step forward is what´s causing this frustration. Sweet talk and tasteless conversations, it sparks no interest in me. Even when the things do not go the way you want, it doesn´t mean you´ve thrown your life away.

When asked "What´s wrong?" I answer "It´s nothing". The smile that dessapears after goodbye is unlike me.

The more I wish to believe in you, for some reason it hurts even more. "I like you a lot" instead of "I love you" sounds more like you. The flavor of life.

The period when you suddenly remember the scent of someone you had almots forgotten. I want to be able to openly and honestly cheris the white purity of the falling snow more.

A future, tender and warmer than a diamond, I want to grasp it. In this limited time we have, I want to spend it with you

Make Love ~

I never knew I´d find a love so true. This one right here is just for you

Remember that one day I held your hands then I kissed your lips then I told you... Our love was meant to be and always will forever, give that happiness I get from you just being here. I always see you when I close my eyes, you´re on my mind so can´t you see, I need you right here with me, close by my side. This time for sure, gonna let you know, my love is straight from the heart.

Forever you´re my... forever be my world, you are the only one, the only one I´ll ever need, my life is you and me. I´ll never break your heart "no" so baby don´t let go

Even through the hard times we made it through just fine. When it hurt we put in the work to show that I´m your and that you´re mine. That´s how we got this far, let´s never be apart. I´m here for you cuz you´re my everything. You always make me feel like averything´s gonna be alrigth with the things you do because it´s you the real true love of my life.

You know I´d walk them miles, climb mountains, swith up styles. All I wanna do is be with you ain´t no matter what, where and how. (rigth here and now) we can both get down (straigth work it out) like that sound bump´n grindin´ perfect timin´. Let´s dine and both be proud.

I gonna take you on a joyride today, me and you stay true never hesitate to make love, you´re the only one I´m ever thinking of. Just to hold you I can hardly wait as we got through the emotions damn it´s great to make love, we´re gonna take it to the end and that´s waht´s up.

You´re the only one I want to spend my whole life with I know, anywhere you are that´s where I will call home . So just take my hand and say that you will never let it go... two hearts always beating as one forever more.

I´nothing without you.... you´re my love

Bleeding Love ~~

;A; pork me sentí ghei cuando escuche esta cancion >.<
Me hizo recordar a mi coso a kien ya no puedo ver/hablarle TToTT

y pork encontré un video ShunToma que casi me hace llorar so, cancion angst porque yo se que Matti la amará igual que yo xDD cuz I´m the nurse and he is the maid 8D



Closed off from love I didn´t need the pain. Once or twice was enough and it was all in vain. Time starts to pass before you know it you´re frozen but something happened for the very first time with you, my heart melts into the ground found something true and everyones looking round thinking I´m going crazy. But I don´t care what they say, I´m in love with you. They try to pull me away but they don´t know the truth. My heart crippled by the vein that i keep on closing you cut me open and I keep bleeding, keep, keep bleeding love.

Trying hard not to hear but they talk so loud, their piercing sounds fill my ears try to fill me with doubt. Yet I know that the goal is to keep me from falling. But nothings greater than the rush that comes with your embrace and in this world of loneliness I see your face. Yet everyone around me thinks that I´m going crazy, maybe. But I don´t care what they say I´m in love with you, they try to pull me away but they don´t know the truth. My hearts crippled by the vein that I keep on closing you cut me open and I keep bleeding, keep keep bleeding love. You cut me open and its draining all of me, oh they find it hard to believe. I´ll be wearing these scars for everyone to see.


I don´t care what they say I´m in love with you


~ y por muchas razones cada cierta fecha pondre una cancion *es mas agradable(?) asi* Avi de shunxsuamigo *que no recuerdo como se llama* xD de una photo-session que hicieron 8D

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wadeva, cambio de tema pork es mi blog LOL ok ya, estoy viva!! Im alive! y lo que le sigue hfgfhsd pork My frapuccina chocolatosa Aby se psicopateó feo xD, Matti llamó preguntando si todavía vivía *sep, eso preguntó en cuanto le contestaron xD* y my Tock estuvo a punto de llamar a mi casa pero le dio cosa LOL. a err, 1º gracias amores miios por procuparse aunk fue culpa mia no dar señales de vida aunk fuera con humo rosa =/ espero no perderme tan seguido *o* y llamarles si es k lo hago *si me pierdo* son amore~~

Tenemos que salir 8D *esposo, tú no pork no vives acá xD pero te amito u know* a er cuando, pero salgamos n.n antes de k me acabe el poco dinero que tengo LOL

Im bored xD

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